A Good-bye Letter

Good-bye dear friend. You have been there for me through many years and many hardships, through unspeakable tragedies and unforgettable celebrations. You were solice when I felt hopeless, exuberance when I was overjoyed, and comfort when I was bored. You shaped who I am today. You altered the perception of myself to others around me. You have stayed with me from childhood and accompanied me over the threshold into adulthood.

I must sever the ties. You have tricked me time and time again into thinking you were a necessary part of my life. I always enjoy our time together, but after you leave, I am always sad, regretful, and feel terrible about myself. I swear that the next time we meet I will be able to resist your charms, but we both know that I am powerless. The only way to overcome this unhealthy relationship is to end it. A clean break is the healthiest way to say "no."

You will find someone else. There are a million weak people out there who are looking for a way to fill a void in their lives. I am no longer one of them. You may even emerge stronger than before, but I hope not. I hope you die with the helplessness that I no longer feel. I am stronger now because I know how to treat myself better. I am in love with my husband, my children, my future, and the Lord. I won't jeopardize my life for a few fleeting seconds of bliss.

So, Good-bye old friend. I hope to never see you around again. Cross the street when you see me coming because I will demolish you and your hold on me. I am stronger than you and your empty promises.

Stronger Without You,
    Jennifer